Sadhana

Hello.
I am still at Sadhana Forest, making friends (there are around 80 volunteers right now), eating vegan, and sleeping with the mold (not the best part). Today is the first rainy day. I cant bring myself to focus on writing much because I need time and space to reflect. And I have many decisions to make- like should I stay or go and if I go where should I go to?
Awh choices make life harder sometimes.
Love